Thursday, November 2, 2017

Yozora wa Nandemo Shitteru no?

As I cannot go to sleep tonight,
All these concerning thoughts keeps me up tonight.
With these feelings deep inside me, circling around me.  
It’s like the starry night sky knows every single thing.

I couldn’t open my mouth, to give them these kindful words.
Watching their tears fall down, right in front of me.
Wouldn’t it be more painful, if they knew that I wish to cry too?
Isn’t that a little unfair? I thought to myself in full despair.

Thinking back at the time I was a little cruel
Those hurtful words that slipped out of my mouth
In this very moment I still would do anything to take it back.

It’s a little late, but I’m so sorry…

As I cannot go to sleep tonight,
All these concerning thoughts keeps me up tonight.
This aching guilt building up inside me, all my tears began to fall down.
I’m such an idiot to not realize I could lose you.
They are my very precious dear friends,
Now I know I have to speak honestly,
To tell them how I felt then,
Tell them what I feel now.
No more taking out my anger out on you now.
The sky above, ah. . . knows everything too well, maybe it knows you too.

We both know we love each other,
Although sometimes, we can disagree.

I must admit that I’m at fault,
I should have never let my anger hurt you.
Now I just want to hold you gently  in my arms.

Instead of repeating these same old words, all I want to do now is be by your side.
Promising you that everything will be okay.
I’m a little late, I’m sorry!
Please don’t cry alone tonight,
I’ll be here to share these tears with you.
And I noticed that I’m happy, notice that you’re happy.
We can leave our feigned strength behind.
As I look up at my precious friends, I will split these tears in half with them.
If we can share this burden,
We can lighten up and someday,
These tears of ours will soon turn into happiness.

Dear night sky, I’m so sorry!

As I cannot go to sleep tonight,
All these concerning thoughts keeps me up tonight.
This aching guilt building up inside me, all my tears began to fall down.
I’m such an idiot to not realize I could lose you.
They are my very precious dear friends,
Now I know I have to speak honestly,
To tell them how I felt then,
Tell them what I feel now.
No more taking out my anger out on you now.
The sky above, ah. . . knows everything too well, maybe it knows me too.

I couldn’t open my mouth, to give them these kindful words.
Remembering it, I regret it all.